Friday, April 17, 2009

an apology, good news, bad news, and me confused!!!

hey sorry i havent made any new post lately, its just that whenever i was around a computer i didnt have enough time to blog. lol

ok so you know the saying that you to say when you little, "girls go to college to get more knowledge and boys go to jupiter to get more stupider"... well i found out that boys dont have to leave the planet to get stupider...

well i had my first boyfriend, eric n., he asked me on thursday night at sarah's house, where i was spending the night. we were all (me, sarah, eric, kyle, and austin) hanging out in her basement. well anyways he asked me out and i had my first kiss... sort of... he missed,actually... by a lot, he got my nose and part of my eye cause i moved lol

we talked on the phone but we never actually went out on a real date. well, anyways he broke up with me on tuesday for another girl and i also found out he cheated on me on sunday, he made out with another girl and my blackmailed my bff into not telling me. and the girl he left me for ha hadnt even met! i felt so bad, i felt like i wasnt good enough for him, like the other girl,(another one of my friends, shannon, but she didnt know he was going out with me first) was better than me, like she was prettier, smarter, and better than me.

well anyways, i got over that and was starting to not care anymore when i went back to school on wednesday, but i am really sad cause now he wont he wont talk to me at all and we used to be friends, he just ignores me now. i guess he thinks that i am mad at him and i was, but im not anymore, i just want him back as friend.

at school i heard a rumor that he still liked me and wanted to get back together with me, but im not sure cause he still wont talk to me. i just found out that shannon broke up with him, good for her cause i didnt want eric to hurt my friend the same way he hurt me and now he got hurt so haha to him

if eric did finally start talking to me again and asked me out again i dont know if i would go back out with him cause look at what he did to me... but i have liked him since first grade and he was a good friend.... maybe i should make him swear to not cheat on me or break up with me for another girl.... or maybe i should just go back to being friends... i really dont know. i am so confused

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Facebook !!

i got a facebook !!!! yay!!

Boys are so stupid!

ok so i like this boy,i will call him pinkbunny,(lol in wellens class that means that you have to fart lol)! well my friends Flower and Sarsh decided to tell him after school one day when i had left already, well he really didn't say anything then. Then last weekend my friends and i, (Flower, Sarsh, Austin (srry can't come up with a nickname yet), and pinkbunny) well we went to go see push and i was the only one actually watching the movie. lol
well anyways, Sarsh aked pinkbunny if he wanted to go out with me but he said that he liked me just as a friend!

ughh like i said boys are stupid!!!!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

today was fun fun (yes i said fun fun on purpose, thats just me =] ) i got to hang out with my lil si, V, and big coz/aunt, Megzie. we went to a park. i know it sounds lame but it was fun fun. we played in the sand, played on the tire swing and made megan get dizzy (lol, she didnt even get on she just pushed us), and we took some pics. the best part was when we went to starbucks before we got there, V got a vanilla bean frapocinno, maegan got water (lol), and i got a peppermint hot coco. yummy i couldn't wait to drink it so i drank it while it was still really hot and burnt my tongue lmao

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